SHE'S: REBECCA, 14+, somewhere between boy and girl, stubborn, irresponsible, a ticking time bomb. SPECIAL DATE(S): 21st Sept. CURRENTLY IN: ZHSS, ELDDS - Debate, 2E1'10, 3E4'11 LOVES:GOD, family, friends, food, CHOCOLATEEE (esp. WHITE. ;DD), animals, whacking people, arguing, eating, sleeping, being a pig and M-U-S-I-C TTM~!! DISLIKES: Irritating people, flakes, act-big-people, bitches & people against God like CHAN MAN CHUNNNN!! D< WANTS: brown HEADPHONES, more BOOKS, more HOODIES (different colours please), more CLOTHES AND a JOB
They say the pain won't last and I'll get over the regret but it never does work that way, does it?? Sorry's just never enough. I hate myself. ARGH. I need a remote control for my life and a hell lot of money. Sigh... I don't know how I live with myself... Much less how my family and friends live with me. I never do learn, do I?? I hate you Rebecca Loo Jia Yun. Can you just die right now?!
Lies. All of it. Grow up.
goodbyes //
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 ( 7:19 PM )
Tomorrow's gonna be the last day of school. I feel so overwhelmed and numb. It feels a lot like Graduation Night in EFPS, just... a lot worse?? I keep having the feeling like I'll never see them again. Stupid right?? I'll still see them again next year but... Omg I'll miss you Wen Zhen... Sigh. And I missed the Vietnam Briefing. Ass. ARGH. It's so frustrating... I never would have thought that I would feel this stressed after exams... I feel so shit. I just keep neglecting people... Oh sigh. Everything has a note of finality to it... :X
I'll never measure up.
post-exam //
Tuesday, October 26, 2010 ( 8:08 PM )
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... Exams are over. And. School's gonna end. And I think it's no secret now that Wen Zhen won't be in ZHSS next year?? Sigh... So sad right?? I'll miss her like shit... OH SIGH.
We(2E1) went to an orchid farm today apparently by accident and had accidentally switched buses with E3. Was okay I guess...?? Then on the way back to school on the bus Ying Shun was playing drums with QiQing's and my chair... o.o Quite weird. Haha... Oh and I had fun with Ikhmah and Rachel yesterday. :D Bonded a lot. (Y) Back to today. Well, after the field trip and recess we had origami?? Quite awesome lar. Then Jing Hui proved how awesomely cute she was. xD Heheh!!
After that, Jing Hui, Jolene and I tried making the big star but we failed so Jing Hui just made 3 mini stars for us. Then she keep singing "London Bridge Is Falling Down" and those other cute songs. HAHAH!! Darling you damn cute~~ Oh then Jolene told me that _______ just walked past and I ran just to see him. I SAW HIM. WAHAHAHAHAH!! I like his bag. ((:
Then we parted ways with Jing Hui Darling and headed to Bugis for the stupid class tee shit. .____. Couldn't find the perfect ties so decided to just buy from ebay or something. Can see my money flying away... D:
Kay so here I am now, staring at the com, with cobwebs growing on me. I have no more to say now I guess??
