SHE'S: REBECCA, 14+, somewhere between boy and girl, stubborn, irresponsible, a ticking time bomb. SPECIAL DATE(S): 21st Sept. CURRENTLY IN: ZHSS, ELDDS - Debate, 2E1'10, 3E4'11 LOVES:GOD, family, friends, food, CHOCOLATEEE (esp. WHITE. ;DD), animals, whacking people, arguing, eating, sleeping, being a pig and M-U-S-I-C TTM~!! DISLIKES: Irritating people, flakes, act-big-people, bitches & people against God like CHAN MAN CHUNNNN!! D< WANTS: brown HEADPHONES, more BOOKS, more HOODIES (different colours please), more CLOTHES AND a JOB
GO LISTEN TO CHARLOTTE'S PLAYLIST!! IT'S BLOODY AWESOME!! AWESOMELY AWESOME!! XD This past week has been awesome. BUT. I'm lazy ta post. I'll most likely update on... Um... Maybe tomorrow? o.O TOMORROW'S APRIL FOOL!! IT'LL CONFIRM BE SPASTICALLY SPASTIC ONE!! HAHA~~ CAN'T WAIT!! LOL. Just now chatted with Rachel, Janessa, Jolene, Winnie and Esther about getting drunk. LOL. It was COOOL~ Yeah... *sigh* Life is a never ending stream of chocolate. Sometimes it's sweet. Other times it's just plain bitter. I HATE HATE HATE PMS!! It sucks lor... Then I get pissed so easily... CHARLOTTE RAWKS!! She's helping me up my karma!! Hehe... OMG. Wth... 2E3 got so many mass convo... Haish. My heart's freezing over. Soon I'll just be as emotionless as a piece of fucked tissue paper. DAMMIT. I JUST BROKE RACHEL'S MATHS SET AND STUBBED MY TOE!! FUCK!! ARGH. I don't wanna love anymore. It hurts too much. T.T And Rachel, if you're reading this, I STILL feel perverted!! JEALOUSY IS PLAGUING MY HEART.
YOURS TILL I GET 100 MARKS FOR MATHS [face it; even I know this will never happen]!!
I have to learn to be strong, to finally stand up and say "No".
Every time I think about what I go through everyday, I realize that Earthly love is pathetic. But the love of God, that's something else.
competition //
Saturday, March 27, 2010 ( 1:01 PM )
SORRY EDWARD!! >< I screwed up BIGGGG yesterday. Don't want to go into details. ._. I'm screwed. Dammit. Anyways, yeah. Too lazy, as usual so.. Ai yah... I'll post a long one soon enough... Don't worry so much. Anyways. I'm doing commonwealth essay... SOO.... I have to go. ^^ Sorry. Haha... Shoan's stalking me. o.O Ice Cream & Brown!! ^^
YOURS TILL I HATE COMPOS!!
I remember the time... When we would just lie in the playground at night... Looking up at the stars.. And wishing we could stay like that forever... I miss those days...
Never say never.
Why do you have to go-oh~ Away from home~
Sometimes when you look back, and think about those embarrassing times, you realize that they're the best things that have ever happened to you.
Sorry doesn't cut it. It's become another cliche.
To err is human. To forgive is divine.
"Next time when we grow up, we'll only remember the bad times that had happened in 2010. So why not we just make the best of it while we still can?" Miss Ling/ Lin.
Expectations. GAH.
I don't know what's right anymore...
//
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 ( 8:44 PM )
I went around... Looking at people's blogs... Thinking about stuff... And realized something- "You are only who You think Yourself to be". Phooey. I think something's wrong with Mixpod. And Msn. Msn is Ting Hong say got problem one. Then Moses, even though he's online, the conversation window says he is appearing offline, so yeah. Then I think Mixpod got prob cause all the blogs' playlists I go to all cannot play any songs. D; So sad right? And it's NOT a problem with my com. Anyways... JUST NOW:
Had lessons, as usual. All the teachers came. This morning kena for finger nails. First time sia!! Yeah then couldn't escape like last time lar... D: BLAH BLAH BLAH. EH EH EH!! I TOO LAZY AND TIRED TO POST A LOT. SO I SHALL JUST SKIP TO REHEARSAL. It was fun~ Ikhmah taught us new Nobody moves. :] It was nice... Then Farizah and I taught the rest how to dance to Replay. I think it still needs some working on though... There are too many moves to remember..
Rushed home. Bathed. Used computer. Now here. Sorry this post is extremely short and insufficient. It's just that I'm too moody right now..
YOURS TILL BLOOD AIN'T BLOODY!!
"The only reason I cried this morning is because of you." Those were my exact words. But you twisted them in such a way that it not only hurt me, but yourself. You think that just because I'm 14, I won't understand such stuff. Well guess what, you thought WRONG.
They say the eyes are the window to a person's soul. They're wrong. It's their smile. - 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT ME
//
Monday, March 22, 2010 ( 10:43 PM )
GOSH. Why nowadays everyone keep privatizing their blog?! Dammit. I'm too lazy ask them add me... HAISH. I WANNA SLEEP FOREVER~ AND BE SLEEPING ASSHOLE~ Shit. I just scrolled down my links and realized that I actually don't have the url-s of my church friends and other friends... o.O But I also too lazy ask them. Freak. I'm such a lazy bumm... FATTY FATTY BOM BOM, TODAY CANNOT GO HOME~ [The fat ass is me. XP I learnt this song from Chloe. Hehe.. :P] Mama's making me hot chocolate- marshmallow one. :D Edward recommended us to try it, indirectly. REMINDER TO SELF: BRING LOTSA CHOCOLATE ON FRIDAY!!Today:
School. Ikhmah didn't come. Had fever. Damn sad.. D: Mr Eswaran didn't come to school, so no PE and History. Yeah then haven't finish homework lar... Haha... Anyways, after school, we had some random library talk by NLB. CMC, Yuan Zhen, Siong Hang and some random girl who I totally don't know tio sabo to act. XP Yeah then the script is AWESOME. I LOVE THE MAMA'S ROLE!! :P IT RAWKS!! "Oh my goo-goo gaga baby boy..." LOL. Yeah then had Debate. Edward bought chips and we all shared. I was selfish, of course. Haha... ^^ Edward then gave my hand a handache. D: My hand still aching... Haish. Oh yeah... Now the team thinks I'm a total Karize junior because of an incident involving Shermaine 'Bangs', a canteen bench and a scream of pleasure. XP Most sickos would have guessed what had happened by now.... If you haven't, well, think harder. :] Walked with Edward and Qian Hui home. Turns out, Edward is considering retiring from coaching after this competition. :S He totally insulted me so when he told us that I said I wouldn't be that sad. LOL. Sarcasm RAWKS! ^^ Haha.. OMG I'M GONNA BE FUCKING STRESSED ON FRIDAY!! GOD PLEASE HELP!! D;
I NEED CHOCOLATE~ I DON'T CARE IF I GET DIABETES AND GROW FAT!! AT LEAST I STILL HAVE GOD~ AND MY FAMILY~ AND MY FRIENDS~ Haish. I too tired to post any more...
YOURS TILL I BECOME A SLEEPING ASS!!
To forgive and forget. Which is harder? Most say forgive. I say forget.
Love... happens to be the closest thing to magic we'll ever get.
The hardest, most rewarding and heart wrenching job on Earth is to be a parent.
lalala //
Sunday, March 21, 2010 ( 5:51 PM )
HI PEOPLE!! I usually don't have much to say on Sundays.. But. I have to say- GOD IS AWESOME!! ^^ I tasted his love and mercy, so I won't stop talking about him. :D Anyways, today's Youth Sunday was AWESOME!! The songs really RAWKED today. :D Haha.. GOD'S AWESOME. WAIT. NO. HE'S MORE THAN THAT. THERE'S JUST NO WORDS GOOD ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE HIM. I shall just say God is God-some!! :P Oops, GTG!! ^^
YOURS TILL GOSPEL SONGS DON'T INSPIRE ME!!
And life is worth the living, just because he lives~
When I was young, I always wondered: "Mama takes care of me. SO... Who takes care of Mama?"
How a person laughs is another way of defining what type of person he is.
I think... I'm over him. But... I'm afraid of what might happen if I were to see him again...
mosquitoes //
Friday, March 19, 2010 ( 6:06 PM )
EWW. Guess what? I just realized that to mosquitoes, my blood is damn ass sweet. =.='' And this late realization comes with a prize- 5 HUMONGOUS mosquito bites on my left arm and at least two average ones on my left leg. Surprisingly, no bites at all on any of my right limbs. Anyways, I got these fuckers at Pulau Ubin, during the "Walk With Me" trail Aunty Evelyn and Uncle Titus organized. I'm still having mixed about the trail. :X I don't feel like going into details about the trail so I'll give you the happenings in point form.
* Woke up at 6.15. Suffering the consequences. * Picked up Vanessa [Rachel's friend] & Serafina [Vanessa's sister] and headed to church. Wasn't late in the end. ^^ Yeah then we all got white caps. * Bus ride. Rode with Samantha. Chatted with her. * My whole body ached during the walk. * Mosquitoes. GAH. ITCHY ITCHY SCRATCHY SCRATCHY UP AND DOWN MY BACKY WHACKY. * Lunch. No appetite 'cause there was the smell of dog poo the whole time. * Rained. The best part. ^^ Walked with Su Fon and Rachel. Rachel kept taking out her hood and it collected rainwater. So when she put it back on the water poured onto her. HAHA!! Then 'cause her hair was wet she took out Reuben's comb and started combing her hair. IN THE RAIN. LOL SIA!! * BLAH BLAH BLAH. * Nothing else interesting le.
I think ______ is right sia... I fall pretty quickly, and I fall HARD. Haish. Crushes suck. I'm lazy to post anymore.
YOURS TILL MOSQUITOES AREN'T PESTS!!
One day, we'll look back on our lives and realize that the things we work so hard for- popularity, fame, wealth and all the usual shit- won't matter anymore; for they'll just fade away in the end. The only things that really count is not how you fared in your life but the people you were with and the person that YOU are.
oh my gosh //
Thursday, March 18, 2010 ( 12:47 AM )
Jia Wei found this awesome video in his friend, Shana's, blog. So yeah. Please watch. It's worth the time. :]
dammit //
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 ( 6:33 PM )
Having a throbbing headache right now... And Ma says I'm having fever. Dammit. She's right. Haish. Everytime I just turn my head by a wee bit then head pain le. Freak. Today's post is going to be a relatively short one, sorry. Spamming 4shared right now... Cause last night I found Paris Nights [no 2, sadly] so I was wondering if got others... Yeah... Haish. Can't think of anything intellectual to talk about right now. Well, at least I've tagged YuFang's blog. Guess I should go tag other people's blog too. Btw, Qian Hui's birthday coming soon... And I think I'm going to edit Replay a wee bit. If I have the energy lar... REMINDER TO SELF: GIVE SARAH HER PRESENT ASAP!! Omg... I just realised that Rebekah's playlist is awesome. Haha...
YOURS TILL ICE CREAM ISN'T GORGE!!
I found that if I close my eyes REAL hard, and wished REAL hard... it still wouldn't come true.
We were never meant to be. Screw the world.
sec two cohort camp //
Monday, March 15, 2010 ( 2:58 PM )
I SHALL POST. FINALLY. Sorry about not updating yesterday and the day before. Came back from camp late and had some... um. TECHNICAL problems *AHEM AHEM*. Heh. Anyway, yeah. CAMP WAS AWESOME!! I MISS MUMMY AND DADDY!! T.T And I ain't homesick. I'm just missing Ugon and Edward like crazy. AWW... Okay so Friday [school time] was DERH but the afternoon was AWESOME!! I shall start rambling about the camp! ;P
DAY ONE Friday afternoon- 1.30, we learnt which group we were supposed to be in, no changes whatsoever no matter what. Turns out, I was in a different group from Rachel, Winnie, Hazwani, Wen Zhen, Yuan Zhen, Rebekah, Charlotte, Aqilah, Ikhmah, Jia Wei, CMC, XinYi and so many more people [don't ask me to change this area please. I'd seriously rather not]. BUUUT!! I also had AWESOME people in my group!! Examples: Farizah, Jing Hui, Pei Jing, Chloe, Alicia, Alicia's friend(sorry I forgot your name), Rebecca Phua, Hanlyn, Krista, Jolene, Sabrina; basically EVERYONE!! Even Luo Meng [ahem AHEM]! Yeah then Daddy and Mummy are awesome lar! :] Haha... After we joined with the rest of our group and lugged around our baggage, we had to fill in some assessment form thingamajig. D: Then, we had GAMES!! Had the Scissors Paper Stone game [forgot what Daddy and Mummy called it] and Jolene won!! Like last year!! Two consecutive years leh!! Anyway, after that we played Squirrel, Tree, Hunter or whatever, then had an AMAZING time!! :P After that, we had to do group and food cheer, and decorate our beloved flag. :D Had an AWESOME time doing the cheers!! LIFT YOUR HEADS UP WAY UP HIGH!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! FOOD IS FALLING FROM THE SKY!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! NORTH TO SOUTH AND EAST TO WEST!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! FOOD IS FALLING EVERYWHERE!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! BOOM BOOM SHINGZ!! WE WANT OUR FOOD!! 1, 2!! WE WANT OUR DRINKS!! 3, 4!! WE WANT OUR FOOD AND DRINKS!! BOOMZ!! SHINGZ!! BOOMZ!! SHINGZ!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
TURN ON THE RADIO AND LISTEN TO THE NEWS
CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO WIN AND YOU'RE GOING TO LOSE
SO BACK, BACK, BACK TO YOUR SEATS ANNNNNNDDD...
[STAMP STAMP CLAP]
HEY THERE LOOK AT US,
STEP ASIDE CAUSE WE'RE REALLY FUN.
HEY GUYS PUT ON YOUR SHADES CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO OUTSHINE YOU CLUELESS BABES
[STAMP STAMP CLAP]
CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO BE LIKE 'GO GO GO'
AND YOU'RE GOING TO BE LIKE 'NO NO NO';
SOOOOOOOOOOOO...
STEP ASIDE AND LET US SHINE CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO WIN YOU IN NO TIME!! OWN!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Our flag's AWESOME of course! LOL. Right, then had some bonding time. Then headed to Parade Square. To show off our flags. And Daddy made us do our food cheer. After that, um. What did we do? LOL. Um... Ai yah. I just skip to the bathing, eating and settling in lar. Okay so um... Had to wait DAMN long in the line. Brought in the wooden chair. :DAccording to Gracia and Jolene, I took VERY long to finish bathing but I think I was quite fast, faster than when I bathe at home lar. :] Haha... Dinner was okay. Talked to _____ and _____ [sorry I have a hard time remembering Chinese names]. OHH YEAH. I think, after dinner, we had the 'night walk'. The blindfolding thing. Yeah then Jolene hit her head then. :X I still don't know who was in front of me but I know for sure that Ding Yuan was behind me. :X And I thought it was a girl behind me until Ozy asked him, "Who are you?" then Ding Yuan was like "Who else? Bluebell." Then I was thinking "OMG. It's Ding Yuan. Wtf?!" LOL. Almost fell like, two times. Damn sian. Haha... But was quite rewarding. Not the falling down part lar!! At night, Farizah and I talked until about 12+ about stuff and cheers and Replay. The talk was AWESOME. :] Farizah is AWESOME!! :D Haha...
DAY TWO
Woke up when I felt Farizah get up. Or was it when Adeline and Chermaine went to bathe? Either way, I felt DEAD TIRED. Practically dragged myself out of 'bed'. I didn't even use my sleeping bag. Was too lazy to. Was yawning until Breakfast. During our assembly time Ugon dropped the Bombshell- there wasn't to be an item so Replay was all for nothing. Farizah and I [even though I wasn't ic] were like, WHAT?! In the end Farizah decided to ask Ikhmah if we can use the dance for CIP. Okay so blah blah blah blah BLAH. Then we got ready to go Kallang. On the bus trip, Boomz and Shingz had a hell lot of fun learning new cheers and we screamed a lot [mostly the girls]. ^^ Damn fun!! Yeah then a few of us couldn't do Dragon Boating because we failed the assessment test cause we had health problems. T.T So we missed out on the fun... WAHHHH!! Yeah then after that had Gladiator and got WET. The flag was only a little wet and yet the other team won. GRR. Anyways, Boomz and Shingz had an awesome time sleeping in the bus, especially when it started to rain. :] Yeah then had ABSEILING [TOTALLY AWESOME] and MAD MAX. Was damn nervous for abseiling and there was a lot of hugging going on. Didn't have much of a thrill but I felt accomplished after that. :D Right then during Mad Max, we carried Alicia, Ying Shun, Chloe ANNNNDDD *drum roll please!!* LUO MENG!! We felt more bonded after carrying Luo Meng, even though our arms and hands were aching and we had blisters. :P After that, we had Area Cleaning and it was fun too! :] Then had chiong-ed dinner and changed. The camp tee is AHEM AHEM. Yeah then had... CAMPFIRE!! Wad damn ass fun lor!! Scream until I now still have sore throat. :X But it was completely worth it. :P Then right, Boomz and Shingz was DAMN hyper and we screamed the loudest. BUT. You know what?! Our food cheer was some of the other team's group cheer and Boomz and Shingz were seriously CURSING. The instructors had to keep shush-ing us. The power of our cursing. :D Yeah then in the end Tasmin's team won most united team and Rebekah and Aqilah's team won best cheer. Boomz and Shingz were supposed to get a prize cause we were placed first for Dragon Boating but NOOOOOOOO we didn't have a prize D: Dammit. Screw them. Anyways, FARIZAH'S DANCING IS AWESOME!! OMG. SOME SCOTLAND BANK JUST CALLED ME!! WTF?! Yeah then Farizah and Hirotaka won King and Queen of the Camp cause their dancing was awesome!! I didn't know Hirotaka can dance sia... Then Farizah danced better than Hiro but Hiro had more cheers, even though all the girls in Boomz and Shingz cheered hell for her! Yeah but Farizah won so that's all that matters. :P Then Hanlyn was like scolding me, "EH YOU CAN DANCE WHAT WHY YOU DON'T WANT GO?!" then I was like "Shy what!" cause while the music was playing I was dancing my ass off in my seat and Hanlyn noticed...?! LOL. The variety of songs they played was awesome!! The Boomz and Shingz girls kept singing~~ Then Farizah and I thanked Mummy and Daddy! We were SOO damn tempted to sing the why do you have to go song sia... Anyway, so yeah we were all damn hyper and Krista and Hanlyn said they wanted to go Kbox to chill. T.T I SERIOUSLY MISS EDWARD AND UGON!!
Yeah so that was Camp. :] Hehe... Too lazy post anymore. So...
YOURS TILL I HIT ONLY 100 SMS-ES!!
No reason for me to smile anymore...
When a girl says fine, she actually means something else. Can't you stupid blockhead get it?!
Guys say girls are complicated. Yeah, well, guys are obnoxious fools.
shit day #1, and counting. //
Thursday, March 11, 2010 ( 10:32 PM )
Sorry about the SUPA short post yesterday arh... Haha.. Ps. Was already half dead then. Heh. ANYWAYS, today was, and still is hell and all that cause I was damn tired for the whole freaking day. YAWN. Still am, apparently. Okay I shall start with crapping.
Walked to MRT. Didn't see the _____ ___. SAD. Haha... Yeah then anyway, when reach Sengkang, Moses wasn't there. Then at Kovan, I kept talking to Wen Zhen. Quite loud lar. I got a BIG mouth, I know. LOL. Then ncc guys still weren't around lar, cause of ncc camp. So the class was relatively empty. Had assembly and my butt rotted at that particular spot for 35+ minutes. Audrey [I think that's how you spell her name] got Student of the Term for Sec 2 cohort. 2E1 and 2E2 girls cheered like shit for her. Haha... Bball girls got 3rd. Poor ears of mine... And that of the other ZHSS people... Had to put up with Mr Eugene something and his alright-s and okay-s and um-s. And then had some talk about photography blah blah BLAH. YAWN. Yeah then after assembly I relieved my ass and headed to the horror of bi-atch #2. Her 'kingdom' of fine lines, corporate identity and the screwed Potbelly. Went to art room for the lesson. Then after that was Recess. Nothing exciting happened then if I recall correctly. Then after that was Chinese. Heh. Chen Lao Shi was telling me to finish all my long 'expired' homework by the end of hols. Haha... I see if I got mood do first. Rachel and I chatted for a while then lar... Then had English and Miss Ling, um. I forgot what she did. LOL. First time sia!! I thin she did some admin stuff [camp] and i forgot what else she did, sorry. Suffering from lack of sleep. YAWN. Right then had Maths. YOU KNOW WHAT?! WE HAD A BLOODY FIRE DRILL!! JUST AS MATHS WAS ABOUT TO BEGIN!! Then everyone in 2E1 was damn sad that it didn't happen during Science lor. MOVING ON. Fire drill was HOTT. Had to sit in the sun for about 15 min. Then the guys were all retarded bastards. Sat in the shade and on the grass then let the guys suffer and get chao da from the sun. =.='' Asses. Anyway, int the end they suffered with us and then Bryan, Ozy and Mun Pin made some shit fan out of leaves. That didn't really work. So in the end Bryan kind of gave up and threw the leaves up into the sky as if they were confetti paper. Quite fun lar. I think we were the first Sec 2 class to leave. :P Hehe... After Fire Drill we still had time for a bit of Maths so yeah, we did maths. After Maths was BORING science. Mr Tang was all la-di-la-di-da-da and I was all "What did he say?!". HAHA. He totally deserves it!! Then had ESP. WAS NICEEEE... Hahah... Watched Daria. And the Duck song. LOL. IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!! WADDLE WADDLE WADDLE~~
Had Maths Retest. Got 32/50. Improved. :] Haha.... After that was Debate. Team A had a scolding from Edward. D: ALL of us. GAH. Had trouble with my 'speech'. Was bloody stressed just now.. Lucky Shermaine helped me through. THANKS SHERMAINE!!
Tired. Haha... Yeah that's about all lar. I have to go le. Pack bag for tomorrow's camp. XD Update on Saturday night/ Sunday night, kay?
YOURS TILL RESPONSIBILITY'S MY MIDDLE NAME!!!
HEY. Got any grapes?
When I think of you, I don't feel so alive~
And I'm missing you~
*yawn* //
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ( 10:24 PM )
I don't really feel like posting today but Man Chun was like telling me to update my blog since I'm online everyday so yeah... here I am. Half asleep. YAWN. Today [point form, sorry]:
* Ncc guys had camp. So class was quite... small? * Was damn moody [NOT pms]. * Wen Zhen, Tasmin and I shared two umbrellas on the way to sch. * Had BORING lessons. * BLAH. * Thought about him. * Was pissed with her. *Had a pedicure. GAH. Nothing else significant. Have to go. I'll edit this post soon.
YOURS TILL ANIMALS STALK TALKING!!!
I want nobody, nobody but you~
my decision //
Monday, March 8, 2010 ( 7:46 PM )
This is by far the most twisted and confusing day I've had in my ENTIRE LIFE. URGH. But I won't tell you everything. Some things are meant to be kept secret. Okay so:
SCHOOL. SCHOOL. DIED. Anyways, yeah in school every time I see ______'s face I wanted to puke. AHEM. First period- PE. WAS FUN!! We had captain's ball... Was in the same group as Rachel, Rebekah, Charlotte, Akilah, Farizah and Ikhmah. :D <- AWESOME PPL. Haha... Yeah we own the other team lar... But then they 'scored' one point. Haha... Out of the 17+ times we played. LOL. Sorry, no offense intended. Yeah then we were like begging Mr Eswaran to let us play with the guys. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! HE SAID THE BEST GIRLS' TEAM PLAY AGAINST THE BEST GUYS' TEAM. AND WE TIO THRASHED. FUCK LOR. BLOODY ASSHOLES. ALL SO TALL. I still remember the time when TH was the same height as me [if you minus the hair] and Javier was SHORTER than me. And now he's bloody 166+!! ARGH. UNFAIR. Then right, I was so damn tempted to kick the chair Javier was standing on. And SOOO VERY tempted to slap Quenton. Cause the guys own us clean shit sia!! Then everytime they score [which is VERY often btw] Quenton would shout something like "Bo song". Then the guys would all yell SONG, whatever it means. Fuck lor!! Somemore Aqilah captain down there damn slack. LOL. Then TH, DY and Ying Shun all bloody slack one... ASSES. Then in the end I was REALLY REALLY PISSED [and sweaty and smelly] so when Quenton shouted what he did, I was like, "KOH SONG." cause I was thinking of Roti Prata and after that I got REALLY REALLY hungry. Hehe.. Nothing really exciting about school after that though... HMM.
Yeah so after school we stayed back for the cip singing/ dancing thing-ma-jig. Um... YUP. Sang love story. Then chiong-ed maths and went home. Sorry this is a lil' rushed cause ma's staring, sorry GLARING at me now. HAISH. Yeah then at home... I FINALLY finished that screwed Chinese compo!!I'M GONNA CELEBRATE LATER!! BE HAPPY FOR ME PLEASE!! ^^ HEHE.. Right then WANTED to use com after that. Then.. ****** ******** KICKED IN. ZZZ. SIAN SIA. My ears still hurting. Me and my screwed life. HAISH. T.T
Yeah so in the end I got to use com and I visited other people's blogs. Can't wait for Sec 2 Camp!! Hehe. My hope diary RAWKS!! Hahah... ZZZ. GAH. FUCKED LIFE. GTG.
YOURS TILL EATING ISN'T MY PASSION!!!
I thought I was over you. DISCLAIMER: I WAS WRONG.
MY SUNDAY //
Sunday, March 7, 2010 ( 7:25 PM )
DAMMIT. I JUST REALIZED. FUCK. Now that my blog's no longer privatized, ______ can see my blog.... D; And I forgot to censor the links part. Lol. Wtf sia... Didn't see Js just now... D: Damn sad... Then was in no mood to do anything. But Rev. Song is AWESOME!! :] And the sermon was amazing too!! The songs were heartwarming... :P RACHEL AND REBEKAH YOU SHOULD COME TO MY CHURCH AND HEAR THE SONGS SOME TIME!! :] Hehe... Bought Felicia Jie Jie's present. Sarah's present too. And awesome hair bands and a notebook about hope!! :D Haha... RACHEL SHALL SUFFER ON FRIDAY/ SAT!! BRYAN'S BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY AND SO HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN!! Siong Hang and Qian Hui and Sarah's birthday's coming soon. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCH BABIES!! XP
YOURS TILL GOD STOPS LOVING ME!!
Without you there's no inspiration to do anything anymore... Spare me the pain please...
I'm sorry ______ and ______... I'm a shit friend.... D;
You're perfect. Now CHANGE.
quizzes //
Saturday, March 6, 2010 ( 6:29 PM )
You Are Carefree and Passionate
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality
All these are concluded just by my name. OMG sia... And almost the whole damn thing is right!! o.O That means, from this quiz, you can tell what kind of person the other is. I shall go check up on _____. And hope there's some negative comments. Haha.. Btw, Rebekah's name's meaning is slightly different from mine.
"You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do." and "Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing." These are the parts of what the quiz has to say about ______ that caught my eye. Cause it's totally true. I wonder if the quiz works on Chinese and Malay names... OMG. THE QUIZ IS TOTALLY RIGHT ABOUT WEN ZHEN!! Except the negative parts lar... Cause Wen Zhen is okay to me. I shall put links to see the meaning of the person's name. AHEM.
Okay I will only give you the link for these names. Too lazy to write anymore... If you want the link to your name, tell me in the tagboard. :] YAWN. Very tired. Going to open this blog to the public after censoring everything.
YOURS TILL I START HATING CHOCOLATES!!
I'm never Me when I'm with You.
GAH //
( 2:09 PM )
I'm hopeless... I can't stop thinking about HIM... And, I think that I've finally gotten over HEEM, but the other HIM is another situation altogether. And I've got all the right reasons to get over you, but you're like a song I just can't get out of my head. SIGH. My pathetic existence...
Wai Po just called. Which reminds me. I miss Ardi Jie Jie... T.T HAISH. I don't know why the aunties expect so much from me.... It's not like I'm superman right?! GOSH.
Yeah so I think this post is gonna be bloody short lar... Haha.. I go play some random games le. :]
YOURS TILL MUSIC ISN'T MY PASSION!!
I don't even know why I like you... So is that a good thing...?
crushes. URGH. //
Friday, March 5, 2010 ( 10:50 PM )
I scribbled your name on my diary... Then I ripped out the page, tore it into pieces and crumpled it into a ball. Guess I'm not over you yet... Try as hard as I might, I couldn't stop thinking about you... Not even for half a second... Sigh.
Debate was not so good today. D: We lost to Ngee Ann... Talk about embarrassing. Then we went home in the SUPA ulu and 1890s' bus... Damn shit sia.. But the team had a great laugh about that after. Hehe... We have only got the third round to prove ourselves. And I think Edward has low confidence in me or something. =.='' I think I should feel insulted or something but I guess I deserve it. After all, I always damn slack one what... So, yeah. Lol. The pressure is on... Btw, I wore blazer and tie again. Bloody hot and uncomfortable. Currently feeling HOT, BOTHERED and bloody STICKY.
School was hideous. Damn stressed. Almost tio detention just 'cause of that stupid maths thing... Haish. I'm having trouble staying awake during the day nowadays sia.... What to do what to do?
______'s shit. As usual. Seriously, she pisses me off BIGG. And Man Chun's totally emo now. WEIRD. *YAWN* Tired. Haish.
Question of the Day: Should I open this blog to the public? But then... I would have to censor names... Haish. Choices, decisions.
Too tired to post much. I'm seriously missing Js. T.T GAH. I'm bloody pathetic. Can't stop thinking about him. And now I'm flunking my subjects. GRR. Screw infatuation.
YOURS TILL I STOP SLACKING COMPLETELY!!
I'm lying, hiding behind a bloody mask; and I can't believe you can't see my tears. How insensitive.
Change... A major setback in life.
I smile when I see you, or even think or talk about you... And yet, I'm less than a useless piece of shit to you...
Magdalene Blues //
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 ( 10:04 PM )
This is by far one of the crappiest days of my life. GAH. Stupid world. GRR. Why must we keep changing?! It isn't good for our health... Anyways, today seriously SUCKED. For me at least. But there were some perks... Haish...
First period, DnT. PUNISHMENTS. Escaped it. Just barely. Cause I sucked up to the teacher again. TIRED. HAISH. Then had to do S.C.A.M.P.E.R.ing... Damn sian. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH...Then. Recess. Ate this and that, this and that. Growing fat... Then, was Maths. Miss Lin never come. So free period. For only 30min. =.='' Yeah then Joel whacked Luo Meng's dick with a pencil case then. Serve Luo Meng right. That screwed retard... He totally deserves that lor. I think Joel's going to get suspended for that. MOVING ON... After Maths was Chinese. Listening Compre then. Yeah... Then Chen Lao Shi called me Yun Jie. =.='' Why teachers always mix Rachel and I up?! Like last time Isabel and I like that. Lol. Yeah then she was nice to me then. And I said I would TRY to hand in MOST of my homework tomorrow. Emphasis on MOST and TRY. Haha... *yawn* And I haven't even started on them... Gosh I'm so going to die. Yeah... Um. Okay.. After that was Lit. Miss Kaur's cool. We went through our Lit papers. And I got 18/25 for Lit for the first time in my life. :] Happy about that of course but still... *sigh* Could have done better. Rachel beat me by 3 whole marks!! :] Awesome for her.. But SAD... For me. Dammit. I'd better work harder from now on... Yeah then I think we all got one merit or something except Rebekah's group?! Um... Right. Then, was History. Mr Eswaran was seriously pissed with our class because we hadn't prepared for the presentation properly. :X We're all to blame, sadly. Watched Popeye the Sailor Man. For History. And last Sunday's sermon talked a wee bit about Popeye too. Talk about coincidence. Haha.. Last lesson: English. We talked about Joel... And how to help him. Joel's behaviour reminds me of that of Reuben's... Just that... Reuben went for therapy and is a million times better now. I think Joel would have benefited if he had started young... And it's sad that his parents have given up on him. My heart really goes out to him, you know.... *sigh* Yeah..
After school I was supposed to have debate so I stayed back. During my 'lunch break', I talked to Man Chun and Arnold and found out A WHOLE LOT of things. Haha... *sigh* Sorry.. Really damn tired right now... But... I can't sleep just yet. Anyways, debate was all talk and little play as usual, but I had fun, I guess. Edward called me a retard. =.='' AGAIN. Whacked Leon. But I don't know why... I just didn't hit him that hard... Like I used to... Is there something wrong with me...? Anyway... Walking home the time saw Stacy... But we didn't talk much. And I forgot to ask her for her contact number... I think I get stupider by the day. Haish. Yeah then my day sucked somemore... I HATE Miss Magdalene Tan. Currently, I just want to DIE. And, I'm chionging Art ppt. I feel so DAMN tired. My eyes can barely stay open... I go le lar...
YOURS TILL GOD ISN'T #1 IN MY LIFE!!
Everything's changing and I, don't feel the same~
I think the only way to get over you is to ask myself this: If you had the appearance of a retarded bozo, would I still like you?
... All I can say now is... I'm tired. I think debate sucked the strength out of me... Almost every part of my body aches...
When I wake up all I see is your face; and just before I sleep I think about your name...
stuff here crap there //
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 ( 6:25 PM )
GUESS WHAT?! Hehe... Two things to scream here. Firstly,______ AND _______ ARE OFFICIALLY AN ITEM. IT'S LIKE OMG?! WEIRD... And completely wrong at the same time sia... It's like... ______'s a total bitch and ______'s a good... person?! Yeah but still... ______'s a bloody player. Poor _______... Falling for the wrong girl. LOL. Falling for _______ would have been, like, A MILLION TIMES BETTER. She's an awesome person, totally cool and all that. LOL. Yuan Zhen's totally cool too. The ZHENs both are. LOL. Okay... SECOND THING I WANNA SCREAM:CHANGING OUR SEATING ARRANGEMENT SOON. DAMN WORRIED. :X I don't wanna change place... I hope the teachers delay until in the end they forget to change. Haha... OH AND I FORGOT, THERE'S STILL A THIRD THING. LOL. Ps. Haha... ALMOST THE WHOLE DEBATE TEAM THINKS I'M DELUSIONAL, STUPID, TOTALLY VIOLENT AND A BITCH. Nah I'm just exaggerating lar... BUT! The whole debate team DOES think of me as a violent and lag-ish person. Haha... Our motion's cool... LOL. *sigh* NOT looking forward to Debate tomorrow though.
Listening to One Shot by JLS. With lyrics. And I still don't understand why people don't like them. Their songs are nice~ LOL. Oops... Gottogo!!
YOURS TILL I NEVER WANNA SEE YOUR FACE!!
Why... Does my heart still ache when you're with her...? Getting over you would be harder than I thought... I need help....
