at the beginning with you
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Monday, July 12, 2010 ( 11:00 PM )
Terrified. I feel so fake. :\ My junior (I shall not specify who but some of you should know) said that she cannot imagine me sad/ emo-ing 'cos "I'm always so happy all the time". Well, in my life, this is not the way things go. I mean, take MYE as an example. Rachel you remember right? How I was like then right? Yeah. It's depressing to even REMEMBER the term. ._. Sheesh. I feel like such a fraud. -w- Oh well, here's some messages for my beloved. (:
VALERIE- Hey Lover. ;D Imy like siao right now; I haven't seen you in like, a few weeks? It feels like years though. O: Whatever happens, just know that I'll be right here if you need me. :D And it's good to stop running once in a while. :] Heck care what your other netballers say and just in-their-face them with your mad awesome skills!!! :P Work hard kay? And don't be so emo and down all the time, you still need to maintain your chio-ness hor! ;D Hahha!! Above all, have fun!!! XD
PEIJING- LAOPO!!!! :D Hehe! Sorry arh.. Now cannot sms a lot le 'cos I got sms limit le. >< And I hit the limit le. So yeah. I'M GONNA DIE WITHOUT SMS-ING!!!! D; Anyways, life may seem boring now but find a way to make it fun and worth it. (: You can call me if you wanna talk. ^^ Stay chio hor!! And don't keep getting pissed. -m- Later you have wrinkles arh!! O:
RACHEL [friend]- Ah girl arh, for now, just put up with whatever life throws at you, okay? I'll be your tissues or something. ((: And right, just put up with him first. Just remember that God loves us and He's just putting our faith to a test, or something. :D Don't let Him down and never forget that ILY!!! XD Jia you hor and NEVER GIVE UP!! XP
JING HUI- Jing Hui my Darling!!!! SLEEP EARLIER!!!! >< If not I'll keep nagging you, and then you'll say I'm like your Mother like that. :X Must learn to take care of your cute cute body!!! ;] CHILL MORE HOR~
JOY- Joy my Dear, even though times may seem hard now, you'll just have to pull through and come out of this stronger than ever kay? ;D And I seriously don't think you should wait until so long then ask her. :\ But that's just my opinion. ._. Whatever you do, just know that I'll always support you and pray for you!! (:
RACHEL [mei]- Rachel arh, Rachel... TSK. Can you please stop keeping to yourself so much and just open up?! :\ And don't emo lar... It's not good. And no matter what you think, I always have and always will love you. <3
CLAUDIA- Omg Claudia, it's only been A DAY and yet I miss you. -o- I'm an impatient person, so I'll only wait 3 years for you to come back before I go and find you okay? ;D Please don't forget me!!! >< I know I won't forget you and I hope you like the present!! (:
MANISHA- Gosh Manisha! O: Now that you're gone it's like... I have almost like no one to confide in anymore. :\ I don't see Nicci anymore and Claudia is leaving soon. :8 I don't even bother getting close to the others anymore... Calista's coming next week though... Did I tell you about her? She's freaking cool and you really have to meet her sometime soon!! (:
MY AWESOME DEBATE MATES- Kay so the road hasn't exactly been very smooth since we started but hey! We're doing really well, especially the juniors! (; Yes, even you Weiliang! Hahah! Even though it's really REALLY tiresome to prepare for a debate every other week, I guess it's good discipline, yeah? Haha... And those who weren't there on Sat, you missed an AWESOME FREE SWENSONS EARTHQUAKE, courtesy of Edward! Hahah! But seriously, you guys should have been there!! :D DESPICABLE ME was damn cute!! ^^
MY ENTU DRAMA MATES- I know that Danny has really been very tough and hard on us for the performance tomorrow, but like what I said just now, practice makes perfect, right? So yeah we shall just pull through together and all end up with that awesome 'AURA' Danny keeps saying every trained drama Student should have huh? Yeah we should. :D Hahha! So let's work hard and continue freeloading on Jordy kay? ;D Jk jk. But I'm serious about the 1st part lar. :\ Yeah so let's JY and if Danny scolds us, don't take it too personally. XD
You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side
You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only life
And this could be good, it's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing you're holding back
I could be all that you needed if you let me try
You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only
I only said it 'cos I mean it, I only mean 'cos it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cos it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you
You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only life
Hehe... I've got to go soon, but before I go I wanna say Jordy's an awesome sissy and he's very kind 'cos he has treated me like 2 times to far. :P Hahah...
YOURS TILL DEATH ISN'T A SAD THING!!!!!
The Method to My Madness.
