at the beginning with you
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ( 11:50 PM )
I hate being a girl sometimes. I mean, seriously. Being a girl sucks big time! Zzz... I wanna have my menopause now... Wah lan sia. I've got stories to tell you Rachel. Dig your ears later. You too Valerie and Peijing! Damn tired right now... *YAWN*
Hey. That's me. Don't you see the resemblance?
You know what?! You suck leh! SERIOUSLY! YOU GIVE PEOPLE ATTITUDE. THEN SCREAM AT OTHER PEOPLE FOR GIVING YOU THAT FACE. YOU SAY LEH! I WON'T SHOUT AT YOU MEH?! I WON'T GIVE YOU HELL MEH?! YOU SO RUDE TO EVERYONE. THEN KEEP BLAMING ME FOR "SETTING BAD EXAMPLE". WTF LAR! IS YOU SO STUPID WANT FOLLOW MY "EXAMPLE" ONE! MY FAULT YOU SO STUPID ARH?! YEAH IT'S "HEREDITY" RIGHT?! EVERYTHING MY FAULT RIGHT?! ____ NOT HAPPY MY FAULT. ______ NOT HAPPY MY FAULT. YOU GET BAD RESULTS MY FAULT. YOUR STUFF LOST MY FAULT. COM LAG MY FAULT. ______ PUNISH US MY FAULT. YOU NO TIME DO HOMEWORK MY FAULT. _______ CRY MY FAULT. _____ TIO BULLIED MY FAULT. TEACHER NOT HAPPY WITH YOU MY FAULT. EVERYTHING MY FAULT RIGHT?! YEAH LAR YEAH LAR! SO I DIE BETTER RIGHT?! I WILL. SOON. DON'T WORRY. YOU WON'T HAVE TO WAIT LONG.
WTF. NOW YOU ANGRY WITH ME. I'M HUMAN ONE ALSO OKAY?! YOU THINK I NO FEELINGS ONE ARH?! YOU THINK I DON'T ALREADY HAVE MY OWN SET OF PROBLEMS ARH?! THEN WHAT. AFTER I ANSWER BACK AND TRY TO LET YOU UNDERSTAND YOU SCOLD ME SAY WHAT, "OH SO YOU'RE SAYING I'M A BAD _______ LAR! NEVER ___________." THEN THE FUCKING FACE COME OUT. NOT ENOUGH IS IT?! KILL ME LAR! YOUR LIVES WILL BE SOOOOOO DAMN MUCH EASIER.
Screw this world lar. Screw my life. I wish I can just die now... But then, if I were to face God, will I be able to tell him that I lived my life, that I spread the word, that I was a good disciple? Of course not. Life's too short. I need your guidance right now, Lord. ): I'm pissed. ._. As can be seen from above. Somemore I already damn tired from the lit rehearsal. Wonder if I can get cip points. :8 Trying to distract myself. ARGH. I wanna sleep all of this off. Sleeping helps. Sometimes. I guess. Fuck lar.
Doesn't this remind you of Man Chun?
YOURS TILL I DON'T HAVE ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES!!!!
I'm gonna leave the world outside.
