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I thought I had you figured out
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the lunatic
SHE'S: REBECCA, 14+, somewhere between boy and girl, stubborn, irresponsible, a ticking time bomb.
SPECIAL DATE(S): 21st Sept.
CURRENTLY IN: ZHSS, ELDDS - Debate, 2E1'10, 3E4'11
LOVES: GOD, family, friends, food, CHOCOLATEEE (esp. WHITE. ;DD), animals, whacking people, arguing, eating, sleeping, being a pig and M-U-S-I-C TTM~!!
DISLIKES: Irritating people, flakes, act-big-people, bitches & people against God like CHAN MAN CHUNNNN!! D<
WANTS: brown HEADPHONES, more BOOKS, more HOODIES (different colours please), more CLOTHES AND a JOB
you've stopped at:
takemesky-high@bs
at the beginning with you
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ( 9:55 PM )
You told me that failing is all just a part and parcel of life and it will eventually lead to success; so then why don't I feel accomplished?! My head is throbbing.. The pressure is building... ARGH. I don't want to carry on like this anymore.. It's like, I always tell myself, "Okay Rebecca. Tomorrow will be a new day. I won't slack so much then and I will actually hand in homework." But in the end, OF COURSE, I don't. =.='' I'm a screwed ass lar.. D; Had PFT today... Damn tired.. HESH. I WANNA RUN AWAY!! RUN AWAY FROM IT ALL!! :| Then I won't be so stressed le. It's damn hard sia.. I cannot even concentrate just now.. Passed everything but gonna retest every station except Sit-and-Reach. I seriously fail at that station. Haha... I wanna go sleep le. I know it's early but still. :X HESH. THE LIT SCRIPT!! >< HOW?! ARGH. I seriously shouldn't have joined scriptwriting. :S Now suffering the consequences.. HMM... Maybe I should first think of the lit thingamajig as an essay, and slowly figure it out. :| SIGH.
I don't wanna live anymore... I really need to set my priorities right. I must learn time management. I have to solve my anger management issues. I should fix all my _______ problems. I have so much to do... And so little time... I need your help now more than ever, Lord. I'm screwing my life... I'm so sorry Lord...
Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, they did. I realized something today; whenever something goes wrong, I somehow always find someone to blame; and that someone is usually God. D; I shouldn't be blaming you Lord, instead, thanking you for loving me enough to discipline me. I have so many things to be thankful for, and yet I just take all these things for granted and ask you why haven't you given me more.
I never stop and think. I'm getting more and more moody nowadays.. D; Because of SOME things that have happened.. HESH. When I think back to the events that had happened in the past few days, I feel like ______ because time has flown by so quickly and I had wasted away so many days of my life rotting in a corner.
Life's confusing, yet so predictable. I just made a deal with Chee Keong. Hopefully, I remember about it tomorrow. :| OH AND!! REMINDER TO SELF: BRING TWO CHOCOLATES TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; let the Lord's name be praised. - JOB 1:2
Tired... Gonna chiong the script now [not going to do everything]. Sorry if it turns out shitty... ><
YOURS TILL WE'RE ALL PERFECT!!