INSANITY

Click on 'p', 'e', 'a', 'c', 'e' to navigate. :)

at the beginning with you

Saturday, April 24, 2010 ( 10:36 AM )

I think I'm suffering from pms sia... Nowadays I just keep getting so freaking pissed so freaking easily... Why's everybody emo-ing?! o.o Sucks.. Gimme a freaking break lar... And I'm sorry Haz, Hiro and Edward for ignoring you... Hesh. Stupid stupid stupid!!! I just want to get life over and done with already so I can freaking move on and JUST DIE. Has Gracia got something against me...? ARGH. Screw everything lar... Yesterday was horrid. Damn stressed. And Rachel, I seriously NEED YOU NOW!! >< PAIN PAIN PAIN. I'm letting go.

Screw everything lar... Why can't despair and disappointment just leave me alone?! Sucks to be me I guess. Jing Hui's a good darling. :)) At least she tries and cheer me up. But still. Enough is enough.

LIES. All of it. The moment you open your mouth lies just spew out. The sight of you: GRR. Sorry just won't cut it anymore. I can say one sorry and not mean it, what more do you have to say about a million cliched, empty sorries? LIES. That's right. "I'm so sorry.." PAH. I feel like spitting on you. Get a life can?! Don't bother other people lar! Nothing else to do issit?! Leave me alone.

My permanent frown... I blame YOU. Don't want to do this anymore.. Don't want to lie about the pain... Don't want to bother you about my troubles. Don't want to live like this anymore. Don't want to live anymore. So sick.

I look at all the other people around me, and I envy them, for they don't have to face the shit that I do everyday. They have no idea what kind of pain I suffer everyday.. If I were to think- how blessed are they- I would be wrong too, 'cos who knows? They might be harboring pain we'd never thought possible. How do I get rid of this pain that keeps weighing me down?

I look at this post and think it's shit.I don't even know why I'm gonna post it. Maybe 'cos I'm shit?

YOURS TILL EMO-ING ISN'T MY SWEET ESCAPE!!!

Please don't waste my time.

I wish I have more to say to you than just sorry.

'cos I was so high and now I'm so low.

Don't forget, I'm human too. So I may be smiling on the outside but I'm actually dying inside.