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Magdalene Blues //

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 ( 10:04 PM )

This is by far one of the crappiest days of my life. GAH. Stupid world. GRR. Why must we keep changing?! It isn't good for our health... Anyways, today seriously SUCKED. For me at least. But there were some perks... Haish...

First period, DnT. PUNISHMENTS. Escaped it. Just barely. Cause I sucked up to the teacher again. TIRED. HAISH. Then had to do S.C.A.M.P.E.R.ing... Damn sian. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH...Then. Recess. Ate this and that, this and that. Growing fat... Then, was Maths. Miss Lin never come. So free period. For only 30min. =.='' Yeah then Joel whacked Luo Meng's dick with a pencil case then. Serve Luo Meng right. That screwed retard... He totally deserves that lor. I think Joel's going to get suspended for that. MOVING ON... After Maths was Chinese. Listening Compre then. Yeah... Then Chen Lao Shi called me Yun Jie. =.='' Why teachers always mix Rachel and I up?! Like last time Isabel and I like that. Lol. Yeah then she was nice to me then. And I said I would TRY to hand in MOST of my homework tomorrow. Emphasis on MOST and TRY. Haha... *yawn* And I haven't even started on them... Gosh I'm so going to die. Yeah... Um. Okay.. After that was Lit. Miss Kaur's cool. We went through our Lit papers. And I got 18/25 for Lit for the first time in my life. :] Happy about that of course but still... *sigh* Could have done better. Rachel beat me by 3 whole marks!! :] Awesome for her.. But SAD... For me. Dammit. I'd better work harder from now on... Yeah then I think we all got one merit or something except Rebekah's group?! Um... Right. Then, was History. Mr Eswaran was seriously pissed with our class because we hadn't prepared for the presentation properly. :X We're all to blame, sadly. Watched Popeye the Sailor Man. For History. And last Sunday's sermon talked a wee bit about Popeye too. Talk about coincidence. Haha.. Last lesson: English. We talked about Joel... And how to help him. Joel's behaviour reminds me of that of Reuben's... Just that... Reuben went for therapy and is a million times better now. I think Joel would have benefited if he had started young... And it's sad that his parents have given up on him. My heart really goes out to him, you know.... *sigh* Yeah..

After school I was supposed to have debate so I stayed back. During my 'lunch break', I talked to Man Chun and Arnold and found out A WHOLE LOT of things. Haha... *sigh* Sorry.. Really damn tired right now... But... I can't sleep just yet. Anyways, debate was all talk and little play as usual, but I had fun, I guess. Edward called me a retard. =.='' AGAIN. Whacked Leon. But I don't know why... I just didn't hit him that hard... Like I used to... Is there something wrong with me...? Anyway... Walking home the time saw Stacy... But we didn't talk much. And I forgot to ask her for her contact number... I think I get stupider by the day. Haish. Yeah then my day sucked somemore... I HATE Miss Magdalene Tan. Currently, I just want to DIE. And, I'm chionging Art ppt. I feel so DAMN tired. My eyes can barely stay open... I go le lar...

YOURS TILL GOD ISN'T #1 IN MY LIFE!!

Everything's changing and I, don't feel the same~

I think the only way to get over you is to ask myself this: If you had the appearance of a retarded bozo, would I still like you?

... All I can say now is... I'm tired. I think debate sucked the strength out of me... Almost every part of my body aches...

When I wake up all I see is your face; and just before I sleep I think about your name...