at the beginning with you
crushes. URGH. //
Friday, March 5, 2010 ( 10:50 PM )
I scribbled your name on my diary... Then I ripped out the page, tore it into pieces and crumpled it into a ball. Guess I'm not over you yet... Try as hard as I might, I couldn't stop thinking about you... Not even for half a second... Sigh.
Debate was not so good today. D: We lost to Ngee Ann... Talk about embarrassing. Then we went home in the SUPA ulu and 1890s' bus... Damn shit sia.. But the team had a great laugh about that after. Hehe... We have only got the third round to prove ourselves. And I think Edward has low confidence in me or something. =.='' I think I should feel insulted or something but I guess I deserve it. After all, I always damn slack one what... So, yeah. Lol. The pressure is on... Btw, I wore blazer and tie again. Bloody hot and uncomfortable. Currently feeling HOT, BOTHERED and bloody STICKY.
School was hideous. Damn stressed. Almost tio detention just 'cause of that stupid maths thing... Haish. I'm having trouble staying awake during the day nowadays sia.... What to do what to do?
______'s shit. As usual. Seriously, she pisses me off BIGG. And Man Chun's totally emo now. WEIRD. *YAWN* Tired. Haish.
Question of the Day: Should I open this blog to the public? But then... I would have to censor names... Haish. Choices, decisions.
Too tired to post much. I'm seriously missing Js. T.T GAH. I'm bloody pathetic. Can't stop thinking about him. And now I'm flunking my subjects. GRR. Screw infatuation.
YOURS TILL I STOP SLACKING COMPLETELY!!
I'm lying, hiding behind a bloody mask; and I can't believe you can't see my tears. How insensitive.
Change... A major setback in life.
I smile when I see you, or even think or talk about you... And yet, I'm less than a useless piece of shit to you...